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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2008|08:20 pm]
[Current Location |east lansing, mi]
[mood |mellowmellow]
[music |the sound track to stargate the movie]

holy cow... it's been a super long time! don't really know what to say. I've been super busy with foods for living. I'm legally co-owner now. just gotta wait it out 5 years. Did my taxes today.. didn't get as much back this year as i thought i would.. it's okay though, i make more than i did last year and I'm in a new tax bracket now.

so I've been thinking about buying a house. but i don't know... i don't have anyone i can really depend on. i guess I'm going to have to do it myself.

it's weird now that i think about it.. i always fought to be different when i was a little younger and now i just want to blend in. fuck different. i don't want to fight to be different anymore. happiness is where its at. i want someone who cares. someone i can share my life with.. not just bust ass to get along with. selfishness, phhnahhh. things are changing, I'm changing... and for the better i believe. my parents and I are the only ones that believe in me. They seem to be my only support now days. I'm so alone at times, unless i go i go for a cruise in the home town. but ya know.. I'm golden. not so much golden cause no one listens to me... just gold plated and silver inside.

I've been reading books about the illuminati lately.. certainly a different view on things, but very interesting nonetheless. early civilization is so unknown.. but yet so interesting. slowly reading anyways.. but at least I'm taking interests in something that's not drugs. seeing Jen drink every night night is good enough reason not to make that a habit.

all in all, things are running somewhat smoothly.
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2006|08:29 pm]
[Current Location |ville montee]
[mood |tired, happy, loved, important]
[music |cake- love you madly]

okay now.. it's been like sometime back in june when i posted my last entry.. damn it's been a while. so i was working today.. and my EX pops in.. tell me she's engage... damn.. thats crazy.. i forget she even exists. between workin'.. which now i've got a job that I've held for a little for 2 months and have an awesome title.. i'm the assistant production coordinator at food for living. soon to be THE production coodinator, as soon as i decide to take more responsibilities... but i'm holding off till my revew at 3 month.. so when i get my revew at 6 month i look like a golden god. it's like this at foods for living.. you either need to be told what to do or you work.. are brainless or completely dumb enough that they have to ask what to do to keep busy.. damn. but it's and awesome invironment though and an awesome place to work. but yeah.. i almost forgot.. congradulation tara balice. for someone who seemed afraid of commitment, sounds like shes rushing into it. anyways.. i'm glad its just not me.. i tried to rush into commitment once.. and now.. at 24 years of age, i realixe i'm not ready for it.

but anyways.. there is a few openings at foods for living.. so put in as app., it's totally worth working at foods for living. ya get all kinda of benifits. i'm not suppose to talk about it, so i'm not gunna.

today is my girls birthday.. she's 26 and so beautiful.. i love my jennifer. i got her an orchid, not because i know how much she liked them.. i didn't really know how much she liked them.. but because we spent time at an orchid show on MSU campus.. and we had a good time and i want things to be like that all the time.. and she thought i forgot.. i just suprised her after i got outta work.. it's not as easy to suprise people when your working 40 plus hour a week and put in 21 hours in at the gym, you just don't have any time. but i've always got time for my baby girl. i'm just happy i made her day:-)

but yeah.. now i've got to get to bed.. i gotta get up to hit the gym in the morning before work. saturdays are biceps, triceps, lower back, quads, caf, glutes, and obliques.
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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2006|07:41 am]
[Current Location |jens crib]
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |bob and tom]

summer is awesome! and i've got a rock hard body.. my metabolism has trough the roof. i've gotta admit, i'm looking damn good. okay.. now that i got my bragging out of the way.. i feel even sassier than what i did 2 minutes ago. so my computer took a shit, really i'm pretty sure i fried my harddrive. but it's all good i've been thinking about buying a new one. so thats part of the reason why i'm not online hardly anymore and when i am i'm using jennifers, but most of the time i'm outside running, walking, working out, taking pictures, SWIMMING, hiking and biking. jens gotta head off to work.. so peace:-)
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life couldn't get any better.. maybe i'm just spoiled ;-) [Apr. 4th, 2006|12:48 pm]
[mood |lovedBOOYAH! all smiles]

boo-yah! everything has been so awesome lately, woot woot!.. it's been a bit sense my last journal.. but why waste my time making journal entries, when i can be out having fun. time on the computer is wasteful.

jenni's been such a little sweetheart. we've been trying to find someone to take over her least at the berrytree so we can move in together in the fall. her place isn't big enoughfor the both of us, and i don't really want to stay at this apartment another year. there's no parking and i've blow about $1500 this year on parking tickets and i've gotten towed.. it sucks, but oh well. saturday was awesome! jenni took me out to see slither, which, by the way, is an awesome movie. funny but yet suspenseful. then she took me out to dinner at the olive garden. had and awesome time. i like seeing older girls.. they've got their head attached to their shoulders, instead of up there ass.

so yeah.. i've totally lost my license.. got caught driving too many times on a restricted. sawgood.. i don't need a license to get around this area. so i got copies of my car keys made for jenni, i let her have he car most of the time and she does most of the driving anyways.

so i've been clean for a little of a month now.. haven't smoked, haven't done any drugs.. i've drank a couple of times.. but i've pretty much held my soberity. maybe it's just a faze i'm going through, but i've been much happier lately. jenni still smokes and has her usual drink every night.. but that don't bother.. i'd prefer that anything she does is her decision. she's supportive, loving and caring, she's wonderful and what more could a guy ask for.

anyways.. time for my daily coffe and a cigarette!
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2006|08:26 pm]
[mood |bitchykill;l you]

i's come down to thevergy end........
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i'mma go postal [Mar. 12th, 2006|12:35 pm]
[mood |angryreal fuckin' amused]
[music |metallica-]

ya know its a really cruel trick to give someone life and then put them through hell
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damn straight you better take my laces, i'm getting that sick of being at the bottum of the map [Mar. 6th, 2006|06:18 pm]
i don't wanna punished anymore
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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2006|08:59 am]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful but tired]
[music |cake- mexico]

holy crap man.. my roomie cleaned.. i though he'd leave grease all over the counter till our lease was up. awesomeness man... awesomeness. anyways.. beggars was fun and afterwards everyone pretty much got together last and partied at my place. it was a lot of fun... everyone gets a kick outta the wrestling matches me and jenny have.. but it's all good, i make funny faces sometimes.. she's an extremely strong girl. i can't blieve i'm up right now, just went to bed like 3 hours ago. heh, i got a fucked up sleep schedule. i love doin' delivery for pita pit.. but there was some damage done to my car over the past couple of day and now i'm not so sure if i wanna work there anymore.. don't know if some drunk bar hopper decided to run up and down my car or if it's from a jealous ex-boyfriend thing or somehing.. but my car fell victum of whoever it was.

jenn starts here new job tonight, hope she likes it. i'm still lookin' for more work or a better job.. but i really like workin' at the pita pit.. makin' 5.75 and hour but i also make anywhere from 30 to 60 bucks in tips a night... devided by five hours.. and you get anywhere from 4 to 6 bucks an hour w/ no tax. all the people there is great. when i get outta work betwen 3 and 4, i'm ready to party and start my day.. so my sleep pattern is mixed up more than usual.

anyways.. i'm hittin' the bed for a few hours longer.
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(no subject) [Dec. 19th, 2005|01:23 pm]
if there isn't something worse than someone stealing your remote, than someone stealing the batteries outta your remote. haha.
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2005|09:38 pm]
update... hmmm... well things are awesome, but at the same time i things are discouraging. can't find a job anywhere. school... fuck it.. i dropped out! the whole school thing doesn't bother me.. it's that money is an issue.. and i no longer have a source of imcome.. the thought of that is really depressing.. i mean. i'm not broke.. i got money.. but i'm afraid to use it, i might need it months down the road. oh well why am i worrin'.. things always come out in the long run. just gotta keep on goin'.
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